tesuka-chan thought so again on [Saturday, June 12, 2004]
OKAY! LUMIPAT NA KO SA TABULAS!!! go here
But I'll still keep this for archive purposes! Hehehe... visit me there! Thanks! ^_^
tesuka-chan thought so again on [Monday, May 17, 2004]
Goals in UP:
1) make friends with happy, gay people *yeah!*
2) ride the jeepney (Ikot, Toki, and everything in between)
3) hunt down rare species-- namely really hot guys
4) eat fishballs, kwek-kwek, isaw, betamax, adidas, etc...
5) keep fit by running from one building to another (and I mean FIT!)
6) join one of those orgs that doesn't have anything to do with my course - mountaineering, marketing, etc.
7) go to school wearing slippers
8) dye my hair red and look like one of those eccentric types. Maybe I'll add in a few piercings too
9) watch the OBLATION RUN!
10) and most importantly... have the greatest time of my short life!!!!
Ahhh, college life. I won't expect ANYTHING... but I'll experience EVERYTHING. :D *cheers* 1...2...3...and!
UUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU- NIBERSIDAD! NG PILIPINAS! (x8)
tesuka-chan thought so again on [Thursday, April 29, 2004]
"GUSTO KONG MATUTONG MAG-DRIIIVVVEEEE...."
Astig!! I totally love driving... I think I have a natural knack to it! *grins proudly* I'm pretty good, according to all of my instructors! (I have a different one every meeting. Weird.) :D Paikot- ikot lang naman kung saan-saan... I like it!
Speaking of driving lessons, an unknown guy called me up yesterday. Told me that he saw me after my driving lessons and found me cute... HAHAHAHAHAHA!!! WTF?! It's so goddamned funny! He told me that he looked up my name in the driving school records - talk about stalker. *shivers* Totally freaks me out. He even asked me out for a date!
WTF???!!!!!
Now that's what I call forward. Yeesh. Desperado siguro. Sad, really. *rolls eyes* So what did I do? What I always do... let him down, say I'm not interested and prayed for him to vanish in the face of the earth. He took it well, I suppose.
It really is funny. :D
tesuka-chan thought so again on [Saturday, April 24, 2004]
I am officially a number. :D
I just got my student license and I shall start my driving lessons on monday! *hurrah!* God, I can't wait. It's another step to my goal: independence.
Huh, I was reminded of that a few hours before. Dammit. My parents scolded us for watching a movie without their permission.
WTF?!?!?!
Aren't we old enough? Aren't we responsible enough? DON'T THEY GODDAMN TRUST US??? *steaming*
Okay, I shall calm down. I shall be reasonable. *sighs* Good thing I kept my mouth shut even though I wanted to scream. Shit, at this rate, I'll one day burst and start killing all the people around me. (*cough* UP *cough*)
Lol! Just kidding. :p
I need therapy. The heat is doing this to me. Help. Help.
tesuka-chan thought so again on [Tuesday, April 20, 2004]
Took this OkCupid test...
I'm a Wild Rose. Cool. "You're never truly single as long as you have yourself." I guess it's kind of true... Really funny though. :D *laughs*
Oh well. On to other things... hmm? What other things? I am completely lifeless these days. Boredom kicks in, I suppose. ;p Lollygag galore. And I think I've just about given up the webpage thing. ARGH.
I'll just get one of those pre-coded journals. *sigh*
tesuka-chan thought so again on [Saturday, April 10, 2004]
GODDAMN IT! I GOT ROBBED!!!!
After 5 days out in the rustic province, I came back home to find out that my attic room was entered and robbed! WHAT THE BLOODY HELL??!!! The money that I've been saving... it's all gone! Along with a few of my jewelry.
SHITSHITSHITSHITSHITSHITSHITSHITSHIT!!!!!!!
The maid said that the robber entered from my window. Oh SURE, the window is huge enough for anyone to come through, but first of all, he must be goddamned SUICIDAL!!! I'm in an attic and there is a steeply sloping roof outside the window... he'll probably slide right off! What is he... SPIDERMAN????? ~_~'
Then again, my parents and I are getting quite suspicious. The theif only took my money and some pieces of jewelry. I had a laptop and a cd player. They usually take those. And then there weren't any foot prints on the roof or the ledge - or anywhere else for that matter. We're thinking that it's just a cover-up story that the maid said.... ARRGGGHHH!!!! $%#!$@ &*%
*calm breath... calm breath* O-kay. I finished playing Nancy Drew. I'll just accept it and - I'LL BLOODY HELL MAIM, SHOOT, AND TIRADOR THAT EVIL FIEND!! I LOST 6000!!!! WTF??!!! *fiery eyes and evil aura*
REPLIES!
Chaimu - AH! I can imagine you with long hair... *chuckles*
Chill - depends naman sa bangs eh! Kung super straight... you'll look like a freaky doll! Heehee. ^_^ Miss ya too! ^_^
Isa - HALLO ISA! Musta Bora? haha... miss ya! :D
erised - Ako nga red eh. Pero baka tingnan ng mga tao... neon green nalang! haha, joke! ;p
Rosa - Sorry! I just got back now... and having a bit of a problem. ~_~' If you want, you can start it. :p
Sakura Riu - Same here. Parent problems... *sigh*
Foxy - hmmm? Whatever do you mean by that? *innocent look* haha. Well, we all have our own styles. :D
tesuka-chan thought so again on [Saturday, April 3, 2004]
I don't know what came over my but I went to the parlor and asked the girl to cut my hair into half its normal length. Actually, I even wanted to add highlights and stuff, but then again, my mom might've killed me. Too bad, they had a 50 percent off promo thing going on. Argh.
Anyway, now I look like... errr... a girl with shoulder- length hair and bangs.
*Ponders*
To tell you the truth, this is all very symbolic for me. It sort of represents self-liberation from the opression that is called the All-girl's School.
What the hell.
Okay, I got bored, thought it was hot, and tadaa!! Had half of my hair cut off. Right.
Really... it's scary how boredom drives you to do things you normally won't do. -_-'
Okay, I am really intent on learning how to make a proper website this summer. *nods vehemently* Wala lang.
Replies!!!
erised- Astig! 4k for being a registrar! ^_^ Oh, and at least nakapunta ka - inggit ako! :3
Sakura Riu- All right! Thanks! ^_^ Jubei... *sigh*
Faith- Sorry dear! I'm still learning how to put all those stuff... I really don't want to bother Bella anymore. Kawawa naman si Bella! *hugz Chaimu*
tesuka-chan thought so again on [Wednesday, March 31, 2004]
The Passion. WHOA. O.o
After seeing that movie, I am now having major guilt trips. It covers up the events from the agony in the garden until his death and ressurection. Don't worry, I won't really go into much details but... 'LANGYA! Sobrang daming dugo... sobrang daming paghihirap. I almost cried! I learned and felt more things from this movie than my whole high school CLE subjects. It really catches you off- guard and when it aims, its aim is true - through to your heart. Sobra. I recommend it. Watch it.
I swear, Mel Gibson must be very troubled. ~_~'
tesuka-chan thought so again on [Friday, March 26, 2004]
MWAHAHAHAHA!! I'm out to RULE the world! MWAHAHAHAHA!!!
*sigh* I graduated yesterday. Yeah... COLLEGE, HERE I COME!! I feel a little bit guilty for not being guilty (huh?) about not really missing high school. Oh, for SURE I'm going to miss my friends and all the fun we've had. Probably the closure too, the class, the teachers (HA! joke, ppl. Joke.), and the life lessons I've acquired. But I'm really ready for more, and even though people keep on telling me that UP is definitely going to be a whole different place (Culture Shock Galore for peeps from an all-girl's school), I will still kill my lestrygoninas and fight my way through it.
I think.
Then again, even if I don't go to college, there's still that chance that I will still be a VIP of a company who earns $900,997 a year. *grins*
tesuka-chan thought so again on [Sunday, March 21, 2004]
BALL. *dundundunduuuuun*
Well, I didn't expect anything, really... which was a good thing because it was so-so. I wore my dress (no corsage?!!!), went out with my REALLY TALL date (fine, laugh... LAUGH!), sat, ate, took pictures, danced, and left. We were supposed to go to this bar but it was closed because of a debut. From there came a series of more full bars, aching feet on heels, lecherous leers, and NO ALCOHOL INTAKE. Damn it. Actually, I really wasn't allowed to go out after the ball. I guess it's karma or something that after an hour of searching for decent places to stay (from Greenbelt 3 to Eastwood), I finally gave up and told my date to bring me home. *sigh* So much for a memorable night. *grumbles*
Ignoring the cynical side, there were some highlights in the evening. I rooted for my friend and her date (her crush, no less) and thought of what I was going to tell her on monday about her "kilig" moments. Brownman Revival (the band) was absolutely the best! Making fun of Potsyolo was okay too... and the "stunning" compliment from my date was an all- time ego-booster. *grins* So I guess it's a yinyang thing. ;p
*sigh* These social events can be a really tiring thing. Especially manicures and pedicures... they're hell! My poor cuticles are gone! Huhuhu...
tesuka-chan thought so again on [Saturday, March 13, 2004]
I just read the most amazing book ever. O.o
The mystery, the suspense, and especially the facts... Dan Brown's book "The Da Vinci Code" is simply marvelous! Grabe... it really is an eye- opener for me. Don't worry, I won't spoil you people out there who haven't read it yet. ;p But i tell you, it might get a bit too much. Expect the unexpected! Predict the unpredictable! Solve the unsolvable! Errr... yeah. ^_^
Ahh. Freedom. Only have two more weeks of legacy and grad practices, lots of gimmicks and the Ball. After that... 'tis graduation!!! Hurrah!! :D I'm just a bit concerned though. UP Diliman hasn't released their formal letters yet. Makes me doubt if I even passed - or maybe the pelicans that were supposed to deliver them ate them all up (A bit too farfetched, noh? ~_~). Hehe. Imagination is running away again... but I'm getting paranoid here, REALLY. What if... what if... AGH! I will not think of "what if's"! I will not think of "what if's"... *chants a mantra*
Anyway, since everything's done, I can go back to writing and drawing! Seems like I haven't done them for years! *sigh* Oh well.
tesuka-chan thought so again on [Saturday, March 6, 2004]
Mood swings galore.
For some odd reason, I feel some sort of animosity right now. Even though my family's being nice (uncannily so), I feel quite the opposite. Maybe it's exactly because of that. Hell, I don't know. I just want to punch the lights out of something... or someone. ARGH. ~_~'
It's weird because earlier today, I wanted to rejoice and do cartwheels for it had finally hit me (while doing a physics project) that I'm going to college soon. I was just plain elated (nothing plain about that though...)! Yesterday, while everyone was sobbing and crying because it was the last day of classes, I was actually grinning like the madhatter (inside... I'm not that insensitive ;p). I'm not sorry at all. I know that we have to "sieze the day" and appreciate the NOW, but I just can't help looking forward to the future. I jsut want to... GO.
Gargh. I haven't studied yet. Gargh. After this... after all this... damn. I'm literary shaking with anger and hate right now. Hell, I don't know how that happened, it was just there. For no reason at all. @_@ HELP! I might spontaneously combust or something!!!
tesuka-chan thought so again on [Wednesday, March 3, 2004]
P*t*ng *na!!! ~_~'
WALA NANG PAG-ASA ANG PILIPINAS!!! Grabe... ganito nalang ba ang hihinatnan ng ating bansa? Wala na bang pagmamahal para sa bayan? HELLO?!! @_@
That was really the sole opportunity to kick out FPJ. But now, but now! *hinagpis* In the Supreme Court 8 voted for FPJ while 5 voted against him, and 1 wasn't able to vote because he was out of the country. Dammit.
THIS COUNTRY DESERVES WHATEVER WILL HAPPEN TO IT.
Whoever said that line, I agree with you!!! ~_~'
Statistics say that GMA and FPJ are tied in the voting poll. But then again, this is the Philippines. In this world, there's no such thing as an accurate statistic. *shakes head solemnly*
Well, besides all these crap, I still love my country! *Lupang Hinirang begins playing in the background*
tesuka-chan thought so again on [Monday, March 1, 2004]
Lucky, lucky day!!! ^_^
Ah, the first day of the last week of the last school year of highschool! (Hm.) Well, I was quite dreading it, actually. Hell, I was downright panicking. I forgot that it's our talumpati and I was supposed to be the first!!! Only remembered last night, and I crammed like crazy. Good thing we weren't finished with the lesson... *HUGE sigh of relief*.
Another good thing was Math. NO MORE DEFENSE!! And he'll give us perfect for it! Praise the good God above!! *makes weird arm raising movements* Apparantly, we caught him in a good mood. Alright... now Lorraine's planning a revenge thing on Sasa. She won't brandish a broom, don't worry. *grins evilly*
Now all we have to worry about is the debate in Economics. *sigh* Oh, and the scientist thing in Physics. Er, yeah. ~_~'
English today got me thinking though. I am quite ashamed to admit that I was one of those people who ABSOLUTELY COULD NOT WAIT to go to college. What our teacher said really struck me... twice! First was to live the NOW, because we don't really know if we'll live until the next day. Again, 'tis about one's attitude about life in particular. Even though it's been hammered constantly in my brain for such a long while now, I just couldn't seem to bring myself to act on it.
The second thing that struck me hard was when she told her story about her kids buying her flowers for valentines. I had a major guilt attack... I didn't give my mom anything. I even ate her chocolate! Well, I'll make it up to her... someday. ^_^
tesuka-chan thought so again on [Thursday, February 26, 2004]
Wow. I never knew that gin pomelo can make one stay awake and hyper the for most of the night. *silly grin*
I swear, tomorrow is the 7th hell in the 7 hells of hell. All the major projects are due: Math calculus, Pinoy commercial, english choral recitation, formal lab report... etc. Today was supposed to be a holiday - it turned out to be the longest day I've ever experienced so far. I woke up, began typing, went to Ja's house to cram...
Aha! Ja's house. Boredom is a killer.
I shall elaborate then. We were all doing fine when we suddenly got stuck in the last two slides we were making. We couldn't understand a damned thing. So for a whole quarter of an hour, we were grumbling, sweating, and downright bored. Then Ja had this great idea of drinking gin pomelo... SUUURRREEE. Lorraine and I agreed right away. After a few shots, Lorraine was typically red, Ja was giggling like crazy, and I was just staring dumbly at a piece of paper with thingies on them (wha- ? are those LETTERS and NUMBERS? OOOHHHH....). Okay, I wasn't drunk at all, but I guess we all got tired of thinking.
And now, I've discovered a side effect of gin pomelo! Insomnia!!!
Maybe I shall start drinking that whenever projects are due the next day. Not a bad substitute for coke. *grins*
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